cornerofmadness

I'm feeling better on the z-pack. I'm still getting beat up by the cat but I'm getting better.

Called Sears today to find out why my card was declined at the walmart....only to find out according to them I wasn't and there was the charge on my card. they took it off without a fuss which was unexpected so thank you Sears.

Of my mom's three sick friends, one is holding her own, the one with lung cancer is expected to fully recover but the one with stomach cancer is down to days. She will die while I'm here most likely. She's the one who's like a cousin to the family. Really, this is when I'd rather just die fast as opposed to having all the tubes pulled out of me and wait for the coma to take me. Shudders. I don't want to die like that, then again who does? The odd thing is she's in a hospice that requires a code word to let you in. the code word is the same name as the co-worker of mine and

evil_little_dog's who died of cancer last week.

I have one more rewrite to do on my short story. Oh how fun while I'm sick...

also I know Dad's trying to be helpful with me buying a new car but I might have to hit him

whee for good cough syrup. Literally laid on the couch all day. Might do the same tomorrow but I'm supposed to go to my brothers' for a combo father's day/my birthday cook out. I can lay on his couch and his 5 cats can eat me.

Had two weird dreams...sort of. They were very short. One was as I was struggling to fall asleep last night (yeah so tired and then at midnight woke the hell up) Just as I nodded off I was suddenly in my kitchen and it was filled with smoke. That woke me up good.

Then after some cough syrup I nodded off watching The Real NCIS and dreamt

lillypuff was trying to give me a stuffed dog (as in taxidermy) that was doing a head stand and had a digital clock in its chest...go drugs?

and another gift story I missed in my pneumonia fog from

ishte, a cute Ed/Winry story. Go read and feed. THANKS.