these dreams

because you can't get enough of my subconscious mind. it was the usual trapped in a labyrinth house again but it had a new twist. evil_little_dog wanted me to take a Xanax. She had a HUGE mountain of pills on the table and wanted me to help myself to as many as I wanted.

Now there's a friend, ready to jack me up on happy pills.

then Kanda started bouncing on the door. let me in. I was so not ready to be awake

there is no part of my left arm that doesn't hurt

my shoulder is getting really bad and I spent 3 hours stapling up cheese cloth at the 7 foot high level (with no chair, yes I have long monkey arms) so my shoulder is on fire. And that rogue elevator that slammed me and bruised me good on that arm and my elbow is all bruised from the blood draws. Sigh.

For that matter my whole body hurts, my face was dead white this morning (looking forward to this blood report when i get it) and I'm exhausted. Looks askance at the hairball.

It's going to be a long cold week in that cabin. Oh yes it is. Might have to wear something under my dress. Pray it doesn't rain (it's supposed to all week in the beginning and we're hoping it gets it out of it's system then) L and I went to the bar for pizza and beer after tonight's session.

i brought the fig tree in. It may have to go to the greenhouse too. Kanda's being a dick about it.

I finished all the the Soul Eater anime this morning. Hmmmm. Am I amused that enemytosleep is afraid if i'm coming over she'll wake with parts missing or otherwise altered?

also the things my father sends on to me they call her Crushe

( Day 22 )