It wasn't my best idea

To look a sex slave yaoi anime all day then go to Easter vigil (or part of it, I got a bit lightheaded, damn you diabetes). Because all my otherwise wandering mind could think of was 'wow, I really DO like men in chains. Doesn't matter who.' Go away lewd thoughts, SO not the place for you. I'm going to hell.

I did read a passage at the vigil (since I read all the readings in the ten minutes I had before Mass started) and had to share it with evil_little_dog (she'll know why). But Thomas, one of the twelve, called Didymus, was not with them when Jesus came.

25 The other disciples therefore said unto him, We have seen the Lord. But he said unto them, Except I shall see in his hands the aprint of the nails, and put my finger into the print of the nails, and thrust my hand into his side, I will not believe.

The candle lighting outside was nice. We had a choir of spring peepers to serenade us.

and so, what was the porn that kept me too busy all day? Well we can blame ELD for that. Last night on Jana's lj I was reading the flist and came across a book review filled with gifs (as they are wont to do nowadays. I'm not sure how they find the time but it amuses me). Anyhow I saw this gif and thought 'Wow, if Roy and Riza had a son (and he stole an old jacket out of Ed's closet) he'd look like this. I shared it with ELD, wondering who this was. I was going to ask the original poster (but thought it would be rude since I didn't really care about the book I didn't know) but ELD had someone who knew.

That's Ai no Kusabi.

So naturally I go looking for it. And I found it.

"You're Dead Norma Tanega 1966" (Watch on YouTube)

So I looked at that and thought, 'huh, this isn't it. This looks OLD. Late 80's early 90s'

ELD pops up with 'its from the remake.'

Me, 'yeah, because what I found is old.' ELD agreed with my age estimate.

So I dig around and find the remake and find out we were right. It's 20 years later. Here's the remake.

"Pope Francis - Easter Sunday - Mass of the day 2019-04-21" (Watch on YouTube)

So now I can't stop watching this crap. It has some of the Yaoi things I LOATHE. The whole dub-con/non-con thing. I asked ELD how soon do you think I'll see the no please stop thing. Yeah right away. That said it was interesting. I've only watched parts of the original. (I'm NOT nostalgic for that art). I did watch the whole remake (note part 1 is actually part 4 and vice versa) which went bankrupt. ARGH.

But what shocks me about both of them is this: male nipples and very very obvious sex. That's even more shocking in the 20 year old version which seems to have more sex while the remake (more faithful to the novel apparently) has less sex and more sex slave training/sex as punishment (not sure how giving people orgasms is a punishment. I guess as humiliation?)

So there, porn for you to watch. Don't say I never gave you anything.

And of course this gave me ideas which I put in the blender and mixed with about fourteen other SF ideas and came up with this new story idea (let me know if you want to see me run with it) click here to see the idea

And for those of you who have read my Reko and Nine story, THIS is how I imagined their first time together. Here it is. Already animated for me. Reko looks like Iason Mink (the blond) right down to the long hair (but he's not a dick). Nine is dark like Riki but not Asian looking and has long black hair but you get the idea. Go to 1.40-2.20 for an accidental animation that totally fits my story (and yes everything here is m/m so if that bugs you don't click on it).

"/It's Raining Men/ ~ The Avengers" (Watch on YouTube)

Declutter day 55 item tossed- Pink nail polish why kept -It was in the collection why tossed -It dried out and wasn’t worth rehydrating (I don't even know how I got pink in the first place. someone must have given it to me)

Happy Easter

To all my friends who celebrate it!

I was going to share my grandma's Pascal bread but I can't find either recipe. Go figure. So here, have some virtual Pascal bread.


The granny who is still alive made this version. It comes complete with a dime hidden inside (because nothing says fun like hidden object food games) and whoever gets the dime is supposed to have good luck all year. I never got the dime. The other granny made a cheese bread that I actually preferred to the sweet version but with the price of Parmesan these days it's a pricy bread to bake.

Spent the holiday in Wales

At least in my mind. I was very busy working on my presentation. I only have about an hour left to finish it. It's too long. I'm sorry but I'd rather talk for an hour than 20 minutes. I don't know a professor who wouldn't. We can't shut the hell up especially when we're excited about a topic. I'm making it long and can always skip to the end or keep on going if the audience is into it.

Check out this picture we found in granny's stuff. It's 87 years old, taken in 1926, and apparently was eaten by the dog and trampled by a horse...



On the far left is my great grandfather, Giovanni Di Gobeo (angelicised Goblick), my great grandmother, Guiseppina and the young girl in back is my grandmother, Assunta. We don't know the little girl in front of her or the other adults. Probably neighbors. That's outside my grandmother's house (the one we're remodeling). We don't have many pictures of Giovannie and that's the first I've seen of Guiseppina with dark hair. The car is unusual too, a Cleveland which were only made for a handful of years and retailed for 1,150 which was very pricey then. Not sure how they afforded it. The garage behind it, well that burnt when I was kid.

I naturally dyed some eggs. Something went wrong with the blue ones which are faintly blue (washed out by the flash). That was done with red cabbage. It usually comes out robin egg blue. The faint red-orange ones were done with some ancient paprika I wanted to get rid of.




And I bought this dress for myself because well I wanted something to be pretty in. Belladonna Isn't it lovely. I got it in blue divine.