Another morning of 'I want to divorce my brain'

I was having a very complicated dream this morning that ended when they decided to mow the lawn at 8 Am (ugh my day to sleep in).

( These dreams )

And now some links of kindness and tear jerking


A very good young man Let's face it, high school is awkward. Prom makes it more so. I will never forget mine. My boyfriend told me he couldn't afford to go. I was disappointed but understood. Then he asked out my best friend who not only told him no but told ME. Yeah I was pissed. He was out (in fact he never made prom. He was booted for selling drugs. I had no clue). Another guy asked me but I had said no (I feel bad about this now but honestly, I barely knew him. He was in developmental classes and looking back, it had to have taken all his courage to ask me. I don't even remember his name now. For that matter I don't remember drug boy either. He was new that year from California and liked me because of fandom of all things). I asked another male friend who said no. Then another who didn't just say no but actually hugged the wall and ran away as if even talking to me was horrible. 30 years later, I still remember standing there, heart pounding because I was nervous and the look of horror on his face. I didn't go to prom. I did go a year later to my sorority formal with a boy who didn't run in terror from the idea of someone thinking I might like him.

these are just not kind but also smart I'm just impressed, flat out.

and the stars respond This one is very sad and yet amazing the way celebrities took to one dying young man's song and made this video to it. If you know someone cancer has touched....

Getting a little worried

I can't shake this exhaustion. It's absolutely horrible. I nearly fell asleep three times in the library while I was trying to write as my cloths were washing in the Laundromat. It's not my sugar which is a little lower than usual. I'm sleeping but I'm wondering if allergies are causing sleep apnea. I could be anemic again. Whatever this is, I need to figure it out and conquer it before I go to Vegas

I have the plane tickets for that (thank you, Mom) and god knows where I'm staying. It keeps changing. I've mentioned the Mirage hosed the conference. Also they are pricey and the price changes EVERY day. Today I looked. Sunday was 290$ (Saturday was nearly double that), two days were 95 and two were 145...huh? Mom had booked us at the Flamingo with us staying at the Quad on Saturday since it was the ONLY place open. No kidding because they're ripping the guts out of it. We're still paying 100$ for that night and the rest of the days are only 19$ Mom doesn't want to stay there because as of just two weeks ago people were whining it was filthy and noisy because of the renovation it's undergoing. I said Mom, the Flamingo is nearly a mile away (.8 according to Google). No offense but I don't stay all day at the seminar. Maybe I will or just go for part because I'm NOT walking five miles a day just to go somewhere other than the Mirage (though I guess I could hang out there and gamble). So now we're probably going to be at Harrah's. Neither of us particularly like it but whatever.

I won a book in a drawing. Yay.

I signed up for gsd_rtfn for this coming week since I need the competitive edge.

I did force myself to change the summer dress clothes and put away the winter. I'll be needing some at the con any how. Gah, my light weight dress clothes need to be sent to goodwill and I need to get something new.

Did I mention I'm having brunch with the college president tomorrow? I am. It's an honor for being the Madog Fellow.

amazing performance If you don't want to wait thru it all skip to the end. it's neat.

you can’t boss these animals What this shows me is that Huskies and Shibu Inus are the cats of the dog world.

I need this

Once you watch this you a) can't unsee it and b) wonder how you NEVER noticed this before even though you've seen every show a jillion times. In fact you're watching it RIGHT NOW and now you can't stop looking for it.

"Brooks And Dunn Neon Moon" (Watch on YouTube)

declutter day 75 Item tossed -My Morning Mate why kept- Was a gift why tossed -I hate rooibos and I'm NOT impressed by Teavana, given to a friend