cornerofmadness

I've not really been remembering my dreams but two days in a row I've dreamed I've driven my car over a cliff. I'm not sure what that means. One dream book suggests going over a cliff means I'm having a tough time and I'm afraid of what's ahead....well, no not really. It's my same old life. (and this is why i put no stock in dream books)

Yesterday, I was in WV driving home to PA. It was long stretches of interstate going up and down hills. I was driving normally. I looked out over the median to the other side and there was no one. Suddenly I was off the road and in the top of a tree. I wasn't afraid I was thinking, man this tree is ripping up my undercarriage but it looks like the car's weight is bowing it down and I'll be able to drive off. Nope. I landed on the roof of my car. It went black and I woke up.

Today, well I barely slept at all. I'm not sure what's up. Maybe the high dose steroids I had to take before a blood test to see how my body is handling cortisol that had to be drawn before 8 (I was there but the hospital didn't get me until 830...sigh). Also I think Mom is giving me her ankle pain because it hurts SO much throbbing with every heart beat over the peroneal tendons which I haven't hurt. I couldn't sleep. I was WIDE awake at 5 a mere 3 hours after I tried to sleep.

I was half asleep on the drive up and back so I went to take an hour nap and went out hard. I was dreaming about Mike (a guy I went to med school with) but he hadn't aged and he was my student. He wanted to hand in all this stuff to me and see his grade even though it was already turned in. I walked him back to my car because I had a flat screen computer monitor in the dash.

I was annoyed with this but then he disappeared. I saw him talking to my Aunt J (Lucky Uncle's wife). She got into the car with me and I slowly cruised looking for Mike. Aunt J said she wanted to go somewhere so I said fine.

I saw the turn off for my office and told her to turn. We passed it. 'Aunt J, we missed it. Turn around. Aunt J?' I saw then she was in the backseat and I asked 'Oh, am I driving?' Very calmly she said yes then we were over the hill, half driving half falling down a long set of wooden steps. We survived the trip and got out. Let's go explore this trench. Then the alarm went off.

Weird stuff man.

Just ask Kanda. He'll tell you that's the honest truth.

But before that, I have great news. It’s my release day And it also happens to be the 34 anniversary of one of my inspirations, Empire Strikes Back (happy anniversary). So click the link and come join in the fun with me. (Still willing to trade pdfs for reviews if interested). Now back to Kanda.

Everything bad in the world happened to him all at once. One minute he's eating 8$/lb turkey lunch meat and the next he's in his box. He howled like death was in there with him until that didn't garner any pity from his heartless mother. He started it again when I went to the school with him.

Kanda's drama llama

Because I had to meet with a student who asked me to advise him and when I pointed out classes were over and this should have been done TWO months ago, he got MAD at me for daring to tell him this and that it was my job to come there and advise him. So I told him to be there today. He wasn't. Kanda got to explore some of the school though (I couldn't find his leash. It was not where I was dead certain it was.)

Then he got to go to the vet for his shots. She's also bought out a local tractor repair place and it's now a huge boarding kennel with fantastic kennel spaces so bonus. I also have her agreeing to shadow our students. She's not concerned with his dry skin like I was. Or his weight (welcome to twenty pounds, fat-ass. You match me now).

And then it's lightning, just to ruin his evening. Kanda will be the one to survive the tornado. Bad weather? He goes right into the windowless hall and goes to sleep. I'm the idiot going 'wonder if I can take a shower with all the lightning?'

Nope not coming out of the cube.

As for me I had to get up at o'dark thirty to get my blood drawn and still had it drawn late because this clinic is the model of crappiness. They did remember me from last week and the one refused to try. The other used the butterfly like I asked for last time and still managed to give me a hematoma.

I think I found a house I could love…barring the electrical issues as in it hardly has any outlets

Also I got a lot of the living room cleaned up. It's looking better and I'm finding more crap to toss like a bunch of VHS tapes I have DVD replacements for.

I need manga to read. Any suggestions?