That's not weird right?

I had a hard evening emotionally realizing that all the vacations I want to go on I might never be able to do again on my own. Almost all of them have woods and hiking in them. It's going to be such an adjustment to have to depend on people.

Mom found some tours for me. The one to Cape Cod has promise. On the other hand I found some stuff to do in Rhode Island. THanks to Atlas Obscura I found Brown University's library has anthropodermic books and now I want to go. That's not weird right? Also there are a few other things I would love to see. Of course if I take the 8 day trip from Providence I could see some of the Providence stuff too. They have a fantastic looking little Italy.


My biggest fear of doing a tour or flying right now is if my knee acts up (like today when I could barely get thru the grocery store) then I am stuck. If I go on my own and go where I can drive to, then I am going to be better off. I can go back to the hotel and rest or cut thing short and go home. I need to think about this