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Now I'm exhausted and extremely nauseated. Naturally because tomorrow I'm supposed to go back to PA. Not if I feel like this. The good news is I finally got through to the doc and he said what I did, slap some steri strips on the incisions. Otherwise they look fine. that's the good news
I got everything graded for the students and set up some more stuff for them (not done yet) but there's more to do
I haven't been able to write much with mom here, might not even get to the original stuff. I actually set my goal at 25K (in spite of what I've been posting here) I will make that I think. I'm sill counting it as a win because god damn I need one this year.
Maybe Nano shutting down the forums and trying to get ahead of all the claims is a step in the right direction. I don't hold out much hopes of it. For any online anything. I'm not sure I believe a safe space exists. I want to but I don't. And that is sad.
I have a hint of good news. There were no cancer cells in the peritoneal lavage they did. However there were acute/chronic inflammatory cells which could indicate there was spread or at least there is a reaction to disease/damage. Still I'm holding out hope.
I'm still playing fandom rec catch up. Here's some of it ( so many )
snippet - “I was so afraid,” he whispered, leaning close. He touched his forehead to hers, struggling to rein in his emotions. “You were hurt and I couldn’t help. I want to learn how to help. I don’t know if my magic can be like a real witch’s wild magic or not but if I can master anything, I want to learn healing so I can protect everyone I care about.”
19909 / 25000 words. 80% done!
I got everything graded for the students and set up some more stuff for them (not done yet) but there's more to do
I haven't been able to write much with mom here, might not even get to the original stuff. I actually set my goal at 25K (in spite of what I've been posting here) I will make that I think. I'm sill counting it as a win because god damn I need one this year.
Maybe Nano shutting down the forums and trying to get ahead of all the claims is a step in the right direction. I don't hold out much hopes of it. For any online anything. I'm not sure I believe a safe space exists. I want to but I don't. And that is sad.
I have a hint of good news. There were no cancer cells in the peritoneal lavage they did. However there were acute/chronic inflammatory cells which could indicate there was spread or at least there is a reaction to disease/damage. Still I'm holding out hope.
I'm still playing fandom rec catch up. Here's some of it ( so many )
snippet - “I was so afraid,” he whispered, leaning close. He touched his forehead to hers, struggling to rein in his emotions. “You were hurt and I couldn’t help. I want to learn how to help. I don’t know if my magic can be like a real witch’s wild magic or not but if I can master anything, I want to learn healing so I can protect everyone I care about.”
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