Snow day

It was too cold and snowy so we were canceled. I didn't mind because the night went wrong. I went to bed at an early hour (i.e. after midnight) because I was tired and I wanted in the swing of things and...couldn't fall asleep (If left to my own internal clock I'd go to sleep at 2 AM and wake at 9)

And then my sugar crashed again not nearly as bas as last time but still I was awake from 330-4 eating peanut butter to stabilize. (and now it's 300 for no known reason as dinner was chicken and zucchini, not a lot of sugar)

Thanks again for all the good thoughts about my uncle. He's doing very well, should be released soon and now the battle begins. He doesn't want to go to a rehab hospital for a few days. Sigh. Dad said it might not be up to him. I don't get why some people are like this. I mean they're no fun. I know this as both a former doctor there AND as a patient but how unfair would have it been for me to expect my parents to haul me around when I couldn't walk. I felt guilty enough making mom and dad drive me to and from the hospital for my hysterectomy. "I'll be okay, I can drive.' Dude, they wouldn't let me drive for 2 weeks post hysterectomy. What makes you think they're going to let you drive 4 days post BRAIN surgery?

I'm not sure what to do with Rocket. Every time I go to the kitchen he screams like he's starving no matter how much food he gets. I don't know if it's a behavior thing or if there's something wrong with him (leaning to the latter because it's been going on for more than a year and it's getting worse)

I didn't write as much as I wanted to.

And while I wanted to do something fandom wise for Tuesday, eh. I'm very tired and there's the snowflake thing so there's plenty of that (but I just watched 2 hours of the Owl House again and there is all those feelings).

Instead, let me talk a little bit more about my writing (I know, I know) I reread the first 40 pages of Beneath the Torn Sky, the story I talked about abandoning 8 years ago. That's when I remembered I had started the sequel to it too I think for the first Camp Nano (the date on the file says I haven't touched it since Nov 2013...omfg) I'm not sure why I let this go. I found it engaging. I forgot the plot entirely. I don't think it's badly written.

Flash over to the Werewolf Seer thing which is even OLDER. it's done. I have no excuses for not polishing it and trying something with it. That said I can SEE where I've grown as a writer. There are issues. I need to fix this. I need to roll it back to the 1990s too because when I tried to update it (as urged by someone in the writers group) it wasn't working. I know Madison in 1990s. I don't know it now.

I have bad habits I need to break. Maybe Thursday/Friday should be me sharing a snippet or make it an accountability post or something. Granted shouting into the void isn't that helpful either.