As I get older

My ADHD gets worse. I am struggling to do my research. I have no interest in taking notes. Mostly I highlight some things like it was 1984, make vague comments and get both tired and bored in just 3 pages. At this point I don't see me writing this book. I can easily whip out the powerpoint at the end of this.

Of course I might also be trying to do too much at once and am burning myself out. It's not that I dislike research but reading dry papers (and some of them are poor at best). I haven't made a single phone call to check with these schools. Sigh.

I can't even concentrate on this post so I'm going to let that thought just stand there while I try to figure out a way to handle this.