Last Day before break

Where I prove no good deed goes unpunished. I think I traumatized the poor UK soccer student with the poisonous snake case study. 'The thing that's going to kill you back home is a cow.' (he pulled up the statistics on that for the class) well yes but that doesn't work with the clotting cascade stuff you're learning so hemotoxins and snakes it is.

And then I did go to the coffee house to write (finally) and try their new drink line up. They really wanted me to try the Lucky Latte with 'cereal milk' Well I don't actually like cereal never did but I said okay. It came out with lucky charms on it. It wasn't bad but I took the last table (because the bible thumpers from the faith and fitness thing across the way were there in force. I want to scream go read Matthew 6:5-6:6 at them every week) and two 80 somethings came in and I said sit with me, it's okay.

So they see I have my computer up. 'oh but you can't work with us talking.' Sure I can. I can tune you out...but NOT when you play 20 questions with me for an hour. Sobs. I didn't want to be rude and they were so fascinated to meet a doctor who was interested in herbal medicine and IS studying it at my university (though they didn't like my vaccine answer. No, you can't replace it with herbs you old hippies, get a vaccine) They wanted to friend me on facebook. I mean they were sweet old ladies but omg can't you see I'm trying to work. Oh right that was your first words to me. You just didn't think I meant it...

So I got back way late. tried to color my hair but something went wrong (it was enough to do a root cover which was enough) and I THINK I'm packed up and ready to go tomorrow. I'm still very leery of going out of the country right now but no one else seems to be.

I am still having this travel anxiety that I don't know where it came from. I just know when it started, 2005 which I chalked it up then to money I didn't have but it's still there. Sigh. even if I'm just going home it's there. It's not bad, just this vague gnawing 'I'm not ready to go' feeling. I have a checklist thinking that would help. It has not for the anxiety but I'm still glad of it.


So here's my fannish 50, the story the ladies wouldn't let me finish plus of course all my fannish recs of the week.

Painfully Pick You Apart

Fandom: Hazbin Hotel

Character/Pairing: Angel Dust/Valentino

Summary: Anthony thinks he’s found the love of his afterlife in the hot new overlord who has branded him as the rising star, Angel Dust. Dealing with his fresh-to-hell brother Arackniss, has left Angel unsettled and he thinks Valentino will comfort him. Anthony quickly learns how little Angel Dust really means to Valentino and his heart will never be the same.

Rating: mature

Author Note - Written for the allbingo prompt of tears and for spikesgirl58’s 6 word challenge. The six words were Lacking, Ruse, Panoramic, Tacky, Magnificent & Sulky. Also written for the lyrical titles duet challenge 2025 for the prompt Different lyrics from the same song using The Beast by Concrete Blonde


Content warning: gas lighting, love bombing, domestic violence, physical abuse, mental abuse

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