It's spring

I wish it was happier but today was sad and honestly that's all I want to say politically or I might start screaming or vomiting or both.

Mom got bad news too with that bad toe of hers. I was on her in Mexico because it looked awful. It's all open again and honestly I expect it to need amputated.

So I'm trying to concentrate on things I can control which isn't much. I can't even get an appointment to have my jaw looked at before the end of May. I don't know how to condense my sabbatical research into a short talk because omg there is so much of it.

I did, however, finish my Women of the Weird West story during my monthly writers group meeting of which almost no one showed up (which is unusual) It was good to just turn off all the worries for an hour and a half.

Because I've been nauseated all day. I think it's partly too many OTC meds for my stomach and anxiety.