I'm beginning to seriously hate myself
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cornerofmadnessI need to stop flailing around like a fucking idiot. I know I hate it here but I can't just jump because I need out. I have to decide What. Do.I. Want.
Case in point. I found This house . It's like the PERFECT house. It's reasonably priced. It's very well kept inside and out. I love everything about it EXCEPT. It's SO IN TOWN. Of course if I had just looked at it before sending it to my parents....
See I should never talk. I should just become a mute. Life would go so much better if I only opened my mouth to give lectures then never make another sound.
It's SOOOOOOOOOOOO in town. Like across the street from a fucking gas station. And two doors down from the police station which MIGHT keep me from getting robbed by all the heroine and meth addicts around here (I looked at a crime stats site on line but I doubt its accuracy. I can believe there were 5 rapes and a murder (I know there was a murder, I remember it happening) but I highly doubt there are 993 registered sex offenders. The site that says there are 7 seems more likely. here's their web page Wellson's demographics are....monochromatic The racial makeup of the city was 97.7% White, 0.2% African American, 0.4% Native American, 0.2% Asian, 0.1% from other races, and 1.3% from two or more races. Hispanic or Latino of any race were 0.7% of the population.(this is pretty much ALL the towns here).
So now Dad's mad at me for wasting his time. I don't know what to do. It IS such a nice house but do I want to trade living with neighbors I hate and can hear all the time to living in town where I can do the same? Everything I've found for years outside of town have been shit boxes or 20 year old double wides.
I did send an email asking about the age of the windows and average monthly utility bills. Why couldn't this be out of town? Or at least UP the street off the main drag a little? You know right next to the haunted Wells mansion and equally haunted cemetery a block away.
If you do look at it, google earth it and look at that sweet police station. It's a gorgeous building.
I'm not in the mood to do that meme but here's two more songs toward the 25
Case in point. I found This house . It's like the PERFECT house. It's reasonably priced. It's very well kept inside and out. I love everything about it EXCEPT. It's SO IN TOWN. Of course if I had just looked at it before sending it to my parents....
See I should never talk. I should just become a mute. Life would go so much better if I only opened my mouth to give lectures then never make another sound.
It's SOOOOOOOOOOOO in town. Like across the street from a fucking gas station. And two doors down from the police station which MIGHT keep me from getting robbed by all the heroine and meth addicts around here (I looked at a crime stats site on line but I doubt its accuracy. I can believe there were 5 rapes and a murder (I know there was a murder, I remember it happening) but I highly doubt there are 993 registered sex offenders. The site that says there are 7 seems more likely. here's their web page Wellson's demographics are....monochromatic The racial makeup of the city was 97.7% White, 0.2% African American, 0.4% Native American, 0.2% Asian, 0.1% from other races, and 1.3% from two or more races. Hispanic or Latino of any race were 0.7% of the population.(this is pretty much ALL the towns here).
So now Dad's mad at me for wasting his time. I don't know what to do. It IS such a nice house but do I want to trade living with neighbors I hate and can hear all the time to living in town where I can do the same? Everything I've found for years outside of town have been shit boxes or 20 year old double wides.
I did send an email asking about the age of the windows and average monthly utility bills. Why couldn't this be out of town? Or at least UP the street off the main drag a little? You know right next to the haunted Wells mansion and equally haunted cemetery a block away.
If you do look at it, google earth it and look at that sweet police station. It's a gorgeous building.
I'm not in the mood to do that meme but here's two more songs toward the 25
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