My Catholic Upbringing Rears Its Ugly Head
Jun. 9th, 2005 12:31 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
cornerofmadnessI can't help it. I feel guilty. For the first time ever, I have people fighting over me for the job. I just bought my very expensive plane ticket to WV for an interview next thursday. I log into my professional email (you know the one that doesn't have a silly fan handle) to tell WV when I'll be there and as if I wasn't feeling guilty enough over a 750$ plane ticket I see a ton of welcomes from the OTHER college PLUS my class schedule.
No lie if I had seen that first, I probably wouldn't have bought the ticket. Now I feel guilty either way, damn catholic upbringing. If I ditch the one college after the schedule was already made, I'll feel so bad. If I don't get the other job I'll feel so bad for costing so much for nothing.
Yes i know this happens all the time in the business world. I still feel horrible.
No lie if I had seen that first, I probably wouldn't have bought the ticket. Now I feel guilty either way, damn catholic upbringing. If I ditch the one college after the schedule was already made, I'll feel so bad. If I don't get the other job I'll feel so bad for costing so much for nothing.
Yes i know this happens all the time in the business world. I still feel horrible.
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