My last day
Aug. 14th, 2021 11:19 pmThe anxiety of going back home, going back face to face is getting high. I haven't been home alone in 6 months. I have to make that drive tomorrow. I have to unpack a very loaded car (in stages because I can't do it all at once, it's too much).
Mom mended the pajamas they cut off me and gave back. I'm not sure I can wear them. They will probably need donated.
It was depressing being here, thinking as much as I want on my own, then it's frightening. Also I like this home that I grew up in. I would like it some day but it is not an easy home to upkeep either.
I watch the pilot of Fantasy Island in spite of it being on Fox mostly because Rosalyn Sanchez was the star (had a crush on her since Without a Trace) and Bellamy Young was on it. It was a mix of sad, weird and boring. I'm over reboots.
Tonight the rain has stopped. I SHOULD be able to see the Perseids. I want to see them.
Mom mended the pajamas they cut off me and gave back. I'm not sure I can wear them. They will probably need donated.
It was depressing being here, thinking as much as I want on my own, then it's frightening. Also I like this home that I grew up in. I would like it some day but it is not an easy home to upkeep either.
I watch the pilot of Fantasy Island in spite of it being on Fox mostly because Rosalyn Sanchez was the star (had a crush on her since Without a Trace) and Bellamy Young was on it. It was a mix of sad, weird and boring. I'm over reboots.
Tonight the rain has stopped. I SHOULD be able to see the Perseids. I want to see them.

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Date: 2021-08-15 11:49 pm (UTC)I've been on the fence about watching the new Fantasy Island. Largely because it's a reboot and I've been so tired of those.
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Date: 2021-08-16 02:12 am (UTC)it was unimpressive
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Date: 2021-08-16 02:15 pm (UTC)I will probably watch it again because my Mum seemed to like it.
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Date: 2021-08-16 02:55 pm (UTC)And Bellamy eating the evil step dad was weird