It had been a quiet Veteran's day
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cornerofmadnessAs always thanks to all the Veteran's out there.
And happy belated birthday tosylvanwitch.
I am proud of myself I walked up the ridiculous two flights of stairs to the leg press and did my work out there (mostly because two old dudes watching Newsmax were on the bikes and I didn't want to walk right back out, only two bikes. sigh). It wasn't so bad. I need to do this every time now. I didn't know the old guys were watching newsmax til one moved to the treadmill. I was not about to watch a "news" show of any kind but especially not one peddling QaNon theories as truth. I left early.
Then just a few minutes ago something happened that has really caused me no end of anxiety, literally a chest crushing anxiety attack. Honestly this thing shouldn't have triggered SUCH a big attack. I want to blame it on me coming out of big hypoglycemic attack but it's becoming more and more obvious that I need to see a therapist.
Snippet “Laura, you here?” Grace called.
“In the living room.”
“You decent? We brought Dan home.”
“I can go back to my dorm now.”
Alessia shook her head. “Stay. I don’t want Tony sending anyone to your dorm to make life miserable. Besides it’s late. Crash here.”
“I don’t know.”
“I’ll take the couch whenever Laura gives it up,” Grace says. “I fit better on the couch than you, long legs.”
Dan huffed, sauntering to the living room. “All right. Laura, did you report in to Javier?”
“And tell him you three went to a frat party? I think not. We can report in the morning.” Laura shrugged. “I was ready to put in a movie. Should we make some popcorn?”
“The answer to that is always yes. I’ll get it started.” Grace bopped off to microwave some.
“I’ll grab some drinks, coke or water I think that’s all we have,” Alessia said.
“I’m good.” Laura hoisted her glass.
“Water’s fine. Need help?” Dan asked.
“Nah, it’s good.”
Alessia tried to let the confrontation at the Chi house go. Sometimes she preferred the monsters. Those you could kill and be done with. The human monsters were harder to deal with. Tony would be a problem but she was ready for him. Forcing him from her mind, Alessia got the drinks and then settled in with her friends and teammates for some movie fun but that sense of unease didn’t leave her. Something wasn’t quite right.
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And happy belated birthday to
sylvanwitch.I am proud of myself I walked up the ridiculous two flights of stairs to the leg press and did my work out there (mostly because two old dudes watching Newsmax were on the bikes and I didn't want to walk right back out, only two bikes. sigh). It wasn't so bad. I need to do this every time now. I didn't know the old guys were watching newsmax til one moved to the treadmill. I was not about to watch a "news" show of any kind but especially not one peddling QaNon theories as truth. I left early.
Then just a few minutes ago something happened that has really caused me no end of anxiety, literally a chest crushing anxiety attack. Honestly this thing shouldn't have triggered SUCH a big attack. I want to blame it on me coming out of big hypoglycemic attack but it's becoming more and more obvious that I need to see a therapist.
Snippet “Laura, you here?” Grace called.
“In the living room.”
“You decent? We brought Dan home.”
“I can go back to my dorm now.”
Alessia shook her head. “Stay. I don’t want Tony sending anyone to your dorm to make life miserable. Besides it’s late. Crash here.”
“I don’t know.”
“I’ll take the couch whenever Laura gives it up,” Grace says. “I fit better on the couch than you, long legs.”
Dan huffed, sauntering to the living room. “All right. Laura, did you report in to Javier?”
“And tell him you three went to a frat party? I think not. We can report in the morning.” Laura shrugged. “I was ready to put in a movie. Should we make some popcorn?”
“The answer to that is always yes. I’ll get it started.” Grace bopped off to microwave some.
“I’ll grab some drinks, coke or water I think that’s all we have,” Alessia said.
“I’m good.” Laura hoisted her glass.
“Water’s fine. Need help?” Dan asked.
“Nah, it’s good.”
Alessia tried to let the confrontation at the Chi house go. Sometimes she preferred the monsters. Those you could kill and be done with. The human monsters were harder to deal with. Tony would be a problem but she was ready for him. Forcing him from her mind, Alessia got the drinks and then settled in with her friends and teammates for some movie fun but that sense of unease didn’t leave her. Something wasn’t quite right.
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Date: 2021-11-12 03:25 am (UTC)But I’m very sorry to hear about your anxiety attack, and I hope it eases up on you soon. *hugs*
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