I'm one step from throwing up

[cornerofmadness]

I'm like 75% sure Rocket has broken his leg. I feel horrible. Here's the thing I'm leaving for a week in a few days. Also he's still just an outdoor stray that i'm taking care of. Am I ready for spending $$$$ on an FIV+ stray who won't stay inside or use the litter box? I don't even know how I'm getting him to the vet. This is rough

There are not a lot of therapists around here as it turns out.

After a conversation of today, I'm feeling a little vindicated about my writing and some issues I hadn't wanted to talk about openly (still don't, just know I'm feeling better about it)

My friend L brought in her old composter to our greenhouse and I get to do that now. I feel good about that.

I lost my frakking mind today in the library. I walked past the sale until I saw literally almost all the books on dvd are in the sale. I buy like a dozen for 5$. WHY? I don't even like them really. Im not good with audio books but I just felt the need. Maybe by concentrating on them on the drive I'll be out of my head and all the bad thoughts that say it's time to stop

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[ysilme]

Oh shit, that's seriously rough about Rocket. I wish there was anything I could to to help, except just listening. *hugs* But I'm glad to hear that conversation did you some good. *more hugs*

[cornerofmadness]

thanks so much

[sperrywink]

Ugh, that is a rough choice with respect to Rocket. Even getting him into a cat carrier will probably be too much of a struggle. Good luck with whatever you try.

I'm glad you are feeling better. Here's hoping it continues.

[cornerofmadness]

THanks so much. He sleeps in the carrier outside so it wasn't too hard luckily

[spikedluv]

How awful for the little guy. It's really too bad that he won't just allow himself to be a house cat.

[cornerofmadness]

it really is. He's at the vet now. can't wait to see this bill for a cat that isn't actually mine