I am in pain
Jan. 19th, 2023 10:00 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
cornerofmadnessI have two different pains. My knee is killing me. It feels like a curling iron is across the back of it which is nerve pain. I'm not sure if this is merely because I'm not riding the bike right now. I will get back to it on Saturday. It's also hurting right on the quadriceps tendon. Now it has been since the beginning and now it's no longer a blob hanging off on end, the whole patellar area is edematous. I still wonder if there is a small tear from my fall (I still need to find a better ortho)
My big toe is also burning pain which is the neuropathy and it is swollen and I think I've said it before i'm worried there are bad diabetic changes going on. Maybe I'll get lucky and it's a lipoma or ganglion cyst. I see the doc on monday.
And had a mild panic attack today, thinking my appointment to see vascular was the same day I see the podiatrist. I don't want to put off my toe but I can not miss the vascular surgeon (he is a kind man and has his team schedule testing and seeing me on the same day so I don't have to drive to Columbus twice but that also means it's an all day affair.
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I can't manage to edit my story for some reason.
I also wish a) people would do me the favor of honoring my one request: do not send me political emails (from either side) b) stop engaging me if the only thing you're going to do is yuck on my yum. There are a couple friends (not here over on FB/twitter) who ONLY say anything to me when they have an opposing thought. I do mean that. they don't like any of the other stuff. If they didn't jump in to tell me how wrong something is I'd never hear from them leaving me wondering why am I putting up with this nonsense. Anyone else ever have to deal with this?
My big toe is also burning pain which is the neuropathy and it is swollen and I think I've said it before i'm worried there are bad diabetic changes going on. Maybe I'll get lucky and it's a lipoma or ganglion cyst. I see the doc on monday.
And had a mild panic attack today, thinking my appointment to see vascular was the same day I see the podiatrist. I don't want to put off my toe but I can not miss the vascular surgeon (he is a kind man and has his team schedule testing and seeing me on the same day so I don't have to drive to Columbus twice but that also means it's an all day affair.
classics_loverI can't manage to edit my story for some reason.
I also wish a) people would do me the favor of honoring my one request: do not send me political emails (from either side) b) stop engaging me if the only thing you're going to do is yuck on my yum. There are a couple friends (not here over on FB/twitter) who ONLY say anything to me when they have an opposing thought. I do mean that. they don't like any of the other stuff. If they didn't jump in to tell me how wrong something is I'd never hear from them leaving me wondering why am I putting up with this nonsense. Anyone else ever have to deal with this?
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Date: 2023-01-20 11:15 am (UTC)Sorry about all the pain. {hugs}
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Date: 2023-01-21 05:38 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-01-20 10:13 pm (UTC)I think it might be time to either remove them completely or if you want to stay in touch, block them from seeing your posts.
I've done that to a few people, especially on FB.
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Date: 2023-01-21 05:26 am (UTC)yes I think I might be time to mute them but I really hate having to do that to people i otherwise like