The Waiting is the Hardest Part

[cornerofmadness]

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Because it now comes with the 4 AM wake up/freak out about metastasis. BUT now I have a lot less time to wait. The hospital called me. Apparently doc has only one surgery this friday and wanted to move some appointments up to fill the void. Do you want to come this friday?

Let me think, Fuck ya I do. The faster I'm in the less time I have to worry the faster we can rip this thing out of me. The faster I'll know if we caught it in time.

The less time I have to clean this place before Mom gets here and I have to hear about it (because I already am) sigh.

I got back my edits on my short story and I am thrilled because it does say at least someone wanted me this year

What I Just Finished Reading:

Snow Place for Murder by Diane Kelly, a good mystery, enjoyed it.

Fullmetal Alchemist vol 11-13, still in love


What I am Currently Reading:

Noni & The God Tree: A Shattered Truth by Breshea Anglen

The Widows, I'm back to it. It's still boring.

Half Bad by Sally Green

What I Plan to Read Next: The Reformatory

Comments

[under_the_silk_tree]

I'm so glad you got your surgery moved up! I could see how you would want to know as soon as possible. I will keep praying for you. *hugs*

[cornerofmadness]

Thanks. Technically it's just the consult but it should speed up everything

[fairy69]

my very best of luck to you during this time. I hope at least your mother is there to help you through it. xx

[cornerofmadness]

thanks. No I'm alone. All my family lives in the Pittsburgh area. She'll come down when I need surgery

[fairy69]

I'm sorry to hear that. I hope all goes well and you can remain strong. xx

[cornerofmadness]

thanks

[keli]

I am so happy that you are getting in tomorrow!! I pray things go well and quickly!

[cornerofmadness]

thank you

[suzume]

I always think of this song when I send my manuscripts out places. XD;

Still praying for your good luck though!!

[cornerofmadness]

Yeah waiting on those manuscripts is tough

thanks

[suzume]

Yeah.

You're welcome.