That was hard

[cornerofmadness]

Way harder than I thought it would be. Little Edward is at the shelter now. Cried all the way there, the both of us. In just two days he went from terrified wild kitten to king of the couch. I'll miss him. I wish I could have kept him. This time I did ask what happens to the non-adoptives and since the shelter opened they've only had to put down a few sick cats so i feel good about it. He'll find a home.

Today is just going to suck. I only got 4 hours sleep and then I have to leave work and immediately go to the endocrinologist and ask why my sugar has suddenly spun out of control and beg not to be put on insulin, not yet. I want to give the sleep studies a go and see if I can actually sleep will my sugar get better (i've noticed that during nightmares my sugar skyrockets and the night before I had a dozy of a nightmare. I don't remember it all but first I was crushed by a giant brindle wolf and suffocated. Then I dreamt I was on a space station and a2zmom was working with me but someone had pumped nerve gas into the place and there was no anti-toxin for it and we both laid down and died (sorry Mom). SOmething about not being able to breathe that night)

And if this isn't all that bad, then I have to go home and clean up all the evidence of Edward in the apartment then hurried make up an exam because I FORGOT to take home all the stuff I needed to make the exam over the weekend.

Comments

[southernbangel.livejournal.com]

*huge hugs*

I'm sorry, hon. I hope your day does get better and ends up not being awful. :-\

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

thanks. I appreciate it

[druinsanity.livejournal.com]

*hugs you* If I were there I would entertain you with home brew and non-stop chatter as any good Texas friend would *nod nod*

My husband just made me some black cherry apple cider that's in the middle of carbonating. I think there's a law against shipping alcohol, huh? *kicks the law*

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

yes sadly there is a law against that. Pouts. i would have loved to taste that. Thanks

[marenfic.livejournal.com]

:(

Are you only allowed to have one kitty? Edward will find a great home, I'm sure. Who doesn't love a kitten?

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

I'm not allowed ANY cats. Roy lives on my porch and isn't 'mine' He's been at this apt. complex longer than me. I just feed him and de-tick him and hold him when he's around

The shelter has some many kittens...so depressing.

[a2zmom.livejournal.com]

Thanks for killing me off. At least I went down with the ship.

And I know Edward will find a wonderful home.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

I hope he will. Yeah seriously, this is what happens when you're my friend, i die in my dreams at least once a week. Sometimes I take my friends with me

[a2zmom.livejournal.com]

i die in my dreams at least once a week. Sometimes I take my friends with me

I'm honored. I mean it. :-)

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

hee

[evil-little-dog.livejournal.com]

Awww. Sorry for both of you. *pouts*

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

thanks. i'll post pictures of the little monster later.

[evil-little-dog.livejournal.com]

yay for evil little monsters.

[lejlkwiet.livejournal.com]

Aww :( It's such a pity you couldn't keep him!

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

i know. it was sad

[dknightshade.livejournal.com]

Sorry you can't keep him. But at least you know they'll work with him until he finds a home. And if he came around that fast with you, I bet he'll be charming the people at the shelter in no time.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

Im hoping so. There were so many cats in this place. They need to learn how to promote themselves