Brain chemistry sucks

[cornerofmadness]

I'd like to know how I can go from fine to so depressed I have to stop slicing veggies just so there isn't anything sharp in my hand so quickly? Two words out of place and I crumble. Not even necessarily bad words.

Just when I thought I was doing so much better. At least I have a new mah johng game on the computer. THat helps relax me and lets me concentrate on my meditative breathing so nothing goes too far one direction.

I need to go think about the positive, my season three X-Files set came in. Should go watch them and set my editing aside before I tear up myself or someone from one of the many writers groups

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[chaos-by-design.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

I'm sorry you're depressed. I've had a bad mood day as well.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

thanks. right back at you.

Weird thing is I was FINE then boom. I mean I know that time of the month is at hand but damn hormones, you might want to let me live if you're busy gearing this tired old body for procreation

[chaos-by-design.livejournal.com]

thanks.

what's odd on my case is that i'm on the tail end of my period. aren't the nasty hormones supposed to be working their evil magic at the beginning, not the end?

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

technically yes

[rain-oubliette.livejournal.com]

First, get something good like rum. Second, play new mah jonggh game. Use it as a meditation device. Focus on the game.

It will get better.

Or you could eat the dead mouse that Roy brought you.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

i put the mouse in the ditch. Roy is god knows where. figured just when i could use something to pet...

[rain-oubliette.livejournal.com]

"figured just when i could use something to pet..."

Find a stuffed animal toy. Added bonus with a toy - no bites, scratches, ticks or fleas.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

i do have those

[a2zmom.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry that your having a hard time. I hope the depression lifts soon.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

thanks

[midnightsjane.livejournal.com]

Sounds like the kind of mood swings I had when I was going through menopause. Happy one minute, in tears the next, for no obvious reason.
Hang in there.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

that's just a few years away but yeah this is the flip into the luteal phase, damn you hormones

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

thanks. The closer I get to menopause the harder these hormonal mood swings hit just another ten years body...

[sillymagpie.livejournal.com]

I find better living through chemisry. Well, generally.

::hugs::

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

thanks