Every part of me feels broken

[cornerofmadness]

I woke up out of nightmare ridden sleep with a migraine so bad I threw up. I went to work and warned them that they might need their reflexes today if I got sick again.

Worse I hurt my back. It's been bothering me for a while but today it feels like there's a heart beat in my spine and the muscles are so tight sitting hurts, lying down hurts, standing hurts, life blows. I will take a muscle relaxer tonight.

In talking to a coworker I learned her fibromyalgia has suddenly kicked on big time. So that's her, me and another friend in the area. WTF is going on here that this is happening?? It almost makes me think there's a trigger in the air.

I get home, just sit down to eat when the assholes from my loans call. So much for the government shut down. Guess it doesn't apply to federal student loans. They had me so upset I cried all through dinner what little I could eat. Naturally the stress shot my sugar over 300.

I did calm down with the help of grading and fire mountain gem's catalog. Then NCIS made me cry It was as good as an ending as a Tony/Ziva could have. It was sad but good. She didn't get killed like every other woman on this show but Abby. I DID have issues with Gibbs taking on that huge guy half his age but whatever. I hope we can move this stagnating storyline along

I still haven't seen agents of shield. Sigh.

I won another book from Goodreads. Good. This happened about 2 years ago. Won 2 books quickly never won again until this month and I won twice.

I am proud of Kroger's. They asked up to click to go pink via our Kroger's cards and we did. They are donating 3 million to breast cancer research so I feel better about shopping with them.

Speaking of breast cancer check out this
unique beads support breast cancer research It's from Fire Mt Gems. Some are very pricey but others are affordable.

declutter day 140 item tossed-Plastic “Native American Bone” necklace why kept -I think it was a gift why tossed -Never wore it. I have several of the real thing

Comments

[kiramaru7.livejournal.com]

*huggles* I hope you're feeling better now.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

thanks. I am not but mostly the headache is gone

[kiramaru7.livejournal.com]

You're welcome. Maybe a cup of tea would help the headache. *huggles*

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

I've tried that. it helped some luckily. Enough for me to get a lecture done

[kiramaru7.livejournal.com]

YAY! I'm sooo glad it helped! *huggles*

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

thanks

[kiramaru7.livejournal.com]

You're welcome. Doing any better today?

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

the headache is gone but I'm all high from the muscle relaxer

[kiramaru7.livejournal.com]

That's good it's gone... being high not so good. ^^;

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

that depends on your point of view. My students were amused.

hope you're feeling better yourself.

[kiramaru7.livejournal.com]

*snorts* Well, having been high on pain meds, it was fun while it lasted, although afterwards, I felt like a complete idiot. ^^; My friends were amused.

I am, thanks.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

And your friends would say that's all that mattered.

well good, glad to hear that

[kiramaru7.livejournal.com]

*nods* yeah... XD

Thanks. *hug*

[wildrider.livejournal.com]

Bleah. Feel better!

We saw the first Agents of SHIELD but I once again forgot to record it, so I have to wait for a rebroadcast (as they did last week). I have to remember to put it on my Season Passes. (Having it opposite NCIS is killer.)

Not sure how I feel about Ziva's ending, though. But I totally believed Gibbs -- he's always been portrayed as a super kick-ass Marine; plus, they did a bang-up job of his makeup (no pun intended). He's the first guy I've seen who actually looks like someone was beating on his head (they even gave him blood in his eyes).

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

thanks

Seriously especially since I have an old VCR still and the rebroadcast was up against TBBT. Sigh. I need to sit and watch it on hulu but between back pain and work needing to be done I didn't want to sit at the computer and do it.

I would have liked something else for Ziva but I'm content enough that she's alive and moving on. I don't really see her giving up the badge but whatever.

There is that about Gibbs but still, the hits they were giving him just don't work when you consider age and physiology but you are right, his make up was superb. I was happily stunned by the blood in the eye

[wildrider.livejournal.com]

I just hope they rebroadcast episode 2.

Yeah, after all her hard work GETTING that badge, it doesn't seem quite right, but it was written okay.

You're too much of a doctor. I believed it. :) (Plus, he looked like he was in PAIN, especially that final scene with the cold beer against his face.)

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

me too

yeah I agree about Ziva

and you're not wrong about me not being able to shut down that part of my brain in a fight scene but Harmon did an excellent job of looking injured afterwards

[sillymagpie.livejournal.com]

Aw, crap. I hope the muscle relaxer works. Sorry the loan people got you down.

Fire Mountain Gems? Something new to drool over...

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

thanks. It did for a while but i'm right back into the pain now

loans suck

FMG is the devil. I want half their catalogue

[0-mother-0.livejournal.com]

*punches loans in face*

I hope you feel better today :(

and I love reading that about Kroger (they're one of our stores too)

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

punch them hard

I do not and I was told I look like hell so it shows on my face how much my back hurts and how high I am on flexiril

I was very happy with Krogers

[evil-little-dog.livejournal.com]

Ew nightmare sleep is horrible, waking up sick even worse. Sorry your day was so bad.

Geeze for the loans. I think you need to write your congressmen, too. Tell him what you experienced yesterday. And every time you talk to those people.

I watched NCIS last night rather than Agents of Shield. It'll be a couple of weeks before it's on Hulu, IIRC. I think, on average, it's two weeks after the television showing.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

it is thanks

yeah I think so too

no it' salready up on Hulu

[evil-little-dog.livejournal.com]

So don't wait around, do it the next time your students are taking a test.

Really? Huh. FMA:B, I had to wait 2 weeks, and I know gaia_lulia had to wait 2 weeks to watch Burn Notice.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

that's next week. I'm trying to get it done before then

yep it's up. Higher demand probably

[evil-little-dog.livejournal.com]

The letter? Because that's what I'm talking about.

Hmmmm.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

no not that. I don't have time for that at the moment and am too high to care

[evil-little-dog.livejournal.com]

That's why I said you should do it while your students are testing.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

the test will be in complete darkness this time

[evil-little-dog.livejournal.com]

That should be interesting....

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

it's the tissue test. the only light is from the projector showing the tissues. the ones who choose to sit in the back and play will reap what they sowed when there's no light

[evil-little-dog.livejournal.com]

*snort*

[silvrethorn.livejournal.com]

Ugh about the back. It sounds worse than the usual grabby back pain you get when you tweak your muscles. At least you have the chill pills, even if they do make you high.

I do not understand the loan peoples' attitude. It seems like they would want you to pay on your loan. Instead, from what I can tell, they seem to adopt an adversarial, even punitive stance with their "clients." That's so counterproductive. You're not holding out on them or being difficult to spite them, and if they had a better, more helpful and flexible mindset, they would see that. But they're so rigid, and apparently there's nobody there who can clear up problems when they occur. Or run interference for you--wouldn't that be nice if they'd instate navigators, like they have for the new health care thing, to guide you through snafus. But no, we must be monolithic and hide-bound. A pox on the lot of them.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

it is. I have arthritis and a radiculopathy on the right so there's always a mild amount of discomfort. This is the Ha! You only THINK you're moving sort of pain

They're idiots and staffed by min. wagers if I had to guess who DO NOT know a thing and if you point out you get a different story from them and have their names and dates, they say nothing. In fact you CAN NOT move them off their script