special in all sorts of ways

I don't like narcotics. Generally they make me vomit and don't do much for pain and they don't actually treat any causes of the pain in the first place.

Usually I can handle codeine. Okay yes there is a lot more of it in a T-3 than say my cough medicine. I expected to be nauseous (and boy am I ever) but usually it takes more than two days before the CNS stuff to start happening.

Took a pill last night a little before bed since sleeping is the most ouchie thing I do with the pinched nerve in my neck...laid down, read a little manga, shut off the lights and quickly became convinced there were things in the dark that were sitting on my chest and stealing my air and NOT in the good Incubus way either.

Gah, the last time codeine made me hallucinate was when I was on it for weeks when I had pneumonia...

was up all night....

neck hurts....

stomach roiling...

and now I have to go help people dissect eyes. Well at least i feel vicious.

Since today sucked

I'll concentrate on the good. But before that, let me say I knew it would be bad (cause, you know hallucinations are never a good start) because this morning I'm painting on a face that won't scare students (waste, should have opted for scarying them) when I hear a crash. As evil_little_dog will tell you I live in the shaking shack so I go to look and realize the my bouquet of flowers had fallen off the shelf. Luckily they needed water but literally EVERY petal and pistle blew off in the falll. It looked like floral bukukae all over the carpet. I learned that moving a sweeper with a pinched nerve is exciting in all the wrong ways.

SOOOOOOO the good. I got a review for a piece of fanfic that basically said that her primary language was Spanish but she wished it were English so she could adequately praise my story. How damn cool is that? Seriously, made my day so thank you.

( FMA 93 spoilers. OMG sooo good. 94 needs to be released tomorrow )

speaking of my Roy love, my new wallpaper (no I didn’t make it)