cornerofmadness

I think it's partly because I haven't been sleeping (thank you heat and thank YOU nature for cooling down a little), and my health and the fact I've identified a pattern with Soul. I brought him in for the first time two winters ago. He was fine. Last summer he started acting afraid/depressed and started shitting/pissing everywhere. Last fall he started acting right. As soon as it got warm it's been a repeat of last summer. I don't know what to do but I can't go through a decade of him acting like this.

Saw my doctor today. She was as unimpressed with the stomach doctor as I was and wants me to seek another opinion. Yeah yeah. I DID have her look at my ear which has been bleeding off and on for a couple weeks. No idea why and neither does she know. It looks fine and doesn't hurt. Maybe i scratched it in my sleep. My blood pressure is low so that's not causing it. She was also stunned and perplexed by my lack of success with exercise.

I spent the evening editing an old vampire story only to be convinced of a) it needs more work than a simple edit b) is too sexually oriented for the anthology and to top it off, i missed a promotional chat because I was involved with this. I am a loser.