cornerofmadness

I got half the kitchen cleaned up and my hoarded foodstuffs bagged up to take to Mom's because dammit I'm tired of wasting money on food I buy and never eat because there's a crossed wire in my brain. Then I decided, let's dig more into the closet in the computer room.

Wrong choice. I knew it has been a long while since I really dug into it. So I started. So. Much. Shit. I have things pulled out. The back room is buried. I realized this was more time than I have left because I want to be in Pittsburgh by next week as there's a birthday party for me on friday after all (all you can eat seafood at the Casino).

So the anxiety ramps up. I jam some stuff back in. Some I can't even imagine why I have it. LIke two land line phone systems that were so bad I replaced them. Why wasn't that in the fucking trash? And then there is something I can only assume was the result of me coming home from Christmas with a) stuffed animals from when I was a child from Grandma's b) three decades worth of high heels I'll NEVER wear again c) a bottle of wine that had to be a Christmas gift since I hate merlot.

I'll keep the animals, give the shoes to goodwill, cook with the wine. Then I found a garbage bag with my Crow T-shirts. I was just thinking about them when I pulled out the summer clothes. I knew I would never have thrown them out (I would have made pillows out of them first). I found all three plus the 1995 Neil Gaiman Death art for Comic Con T-shirt and three Italian ones. So there you have it 20 year old T-shirts all marked XL. they FIT. So in 20 years a) I haven't lost a fucking pound b) My weight hasn't changed but my shirt size has gone from XL to XXX. Thanks fashion industry. Because I don't feel bad enough about myself.

so now I have more of a mess than when I started. I found a bag of stories. Some are worth keeping. Some will never be typed. Some aren't mine (recycler). Some are Buffy stories that might be gone in a crash. I might keep and retype those.

I did make cleaning manageable by using a timer. 15 minutes clean, 15 minutes do something pleasurable. I ended up writing 1,500K on Kaleo's story.

And I'm STILL not sleeping. I was so tired last night the bed was swimming and I still could not sleep.

In better news, I got to chat to

dzioo today. That was cool. And I did try out the new wordpress blog for Rainbow Snippets. You can see it here. I need to figure out how to get a border/layout on this because it looks like crap. see what you think

however in looking over Blood Red Roulette for the snippet I found TWO typos that I don't know how spellcheck missed them.

declutter day 3 Electric windshield cleaner Why kept God knows why. It was a gift. Why tossed - Because who needs this?