It's been a rough disappointing day. I was supposed to go to Bob Evans Farm Fest and then off to Haunted Moonville. Instead it poured. And poured. And Poured. My phone's out. My back up plan of the steampunk thing I was supposed to go to is also rained out. Even going to see Misery got nixed by me (it was 20$ a ticket which isn't too high for local theater BUT I didn't want to go myself).
SO I went grocery shopping. Whee.
And it's sinking in a bit that like most organ cancers, you have no idea how long it's been growing. You don't know if it's spread. I do know it has a good survival rate. And I'm not lying down and giving up by any means. I just hope they can get to me quickly so there is less time to get anxious about it as that will do no one any good. Heck I have a bunch of things I need hotel rooms for that I would still love to do but are in a holding pattern because scheduling all this needs room on the calendar.
On the other hand, I really do need to write a will (but I'm of an age I should have already done so)
In happier news I forgot this story also written for
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Loss and Gain (The Lost Boys)
Summary: Michael’s choices have encompassed great loss but at the same time, equal gains. He wouldn’t change a thing.
Also I did learn it IS my location not my cell phone. I drove out of the holler to the cemetery at the top of the hill and I was able to call my parents. I'm just down too deep to get signal from the tower. So here's me sitting in a cemetery texting and making calls until my phone is fixed again.
SO I went grocery shopping. Whee.
And it's sinking in a bit that like most organ cancers, you have no idea how long it's been growing. You don't know if it's spread. I do know it has a good survival rate. And I'm not lying down and giving up by any means. I just hope they can get to me quickly so there is less time to get anxious about it as that will do no one any good. Heck I have a bunch of things I need hotel rooms for that I would still love to do but are in a holding pattern because scheduling all this needs room on the calendar.
On the other hand, I really do need to write a will (but I'm of an age I should have already done so)
In happier news I forgot this story also written for
Loss and Gain (The Lost Boys)
Summary: Michael’s choices have encompassed great loss but at the same time, equal gains. He wouldn’t change a thing.
Also I did learn it IS my location not my cell phone. I drove out of the holler to the cemetery at the top of the hill and I was able to call my parents. I'm just down too deep to get signal from the tower. So here's me sitting in a cemetery texting and making calls until my phone is fixed again.

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Date: 2023-10-15 09:27 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2023-10-15 12:37 pm (UTC)I also hope they get to you quickly.
Ugh, cell phone towers.
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Date: 2023-10-15 02:49 pm (UTC)stupid phones
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Date: 2023-10-15 10:15 pm (UTC)The holding pattern I think is harder than the actual treatment in some cases. Our mental health sure takes a toll. I hope they can get you in quickly!
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