The moment I'm not busy

[cornerofmadness]

I have time to think and all the bad comes crashing in and I've spent the last two hours mired in sadness. I don't want to talk about some of it because it's all bad and out of my control (and that is what makes its worse)

I forgot to mention yesterday was my dad's birthday, he spent it fetching my uncle back from the hospital after he had himself transported back (one of the bad things. His anxiety is untreated in theory)

Today I am so numb inside at least I didn't go off at L until the last minute. I did lose it a bit when she started in with the plants in the greenhouse and I reminded her I have no place to put them in my home and they are hurting nothing. It was all so very unnecessary.

Maybe i'll finish some books tonight because I'm too wound up and anxious to sleep. In the mean time have this week's reads (while I wait to see if the creek is going to rise as I'm under a flood watch and it is POURING)

What I Just Finished Reading:

Ill-Fated Fortune: A Magical Fortune Cookie Novel by Jennifer J. Chow - It wasn't bad but there was more repetition than was necessary and she whined a lot

Hellboy Seed of destruction - picked it up for a popsugar prompt set 24 years before you were born. GR said it was. Nope, like 2 pages was in the 40s but it was 1990s. It wasn't bad


What I am Currently Reading:

Bed knob and Broomstick - hey children's classic that I've never read, thanks for all the casual racism. Geez

Have You seen My Sister (YA mystery)

Cards on the Table by Agatha Christie

Alice in Borderland - I REALLY wish the librarian who is ordering manga would NOT be the one who gets to order it. he keeps getting what he likes, grimdark very male oriented stuff that is more disturbing than interesting.

What I Plan to Read Next: The Reformatory and my vast list of Popsugar prompts

Comments

[keli]

I am sorry that some things are hard right now. I hope they get sorted out soon.

[cornerofmadness]

thanks. unfortunately it's getting worse. sigh