I'm one step from throwing up

I'm like 75% sure Rocket has broken his leg. I feel horrible. Here's the thing I'm leaving for a week in a few days. Also he's still just an outdoor stray that i'm taking care of. Am I ready for spending $$$$ on an FIV+ stray who won't stay inside or use the litter box? I don't even know how I'm getting him to the vet. This is rough

There are not a lot of therapists around here as it turns out.

After a conversation of today, I'm feeling a little vindicated about my writing and some issues I hadn't wanted to talk about openly (still don't, just know I'm feeling better about it)

My friend L brought in her old composter to our greenhouse and I get to do that now. I feel good about that.

I lost my frakking mind today in the library. I walked past the sale until I saw literally almost all the books on dvd are in the sale. I buy like a dozen for 5$. WHY? I don't even like them really. Im not good with audio books but I just felt the need. Maybe by concentrating on them on the drive I'll be out of my head and all the bad thoughts that say it's time to stop