It was so black my solar panel Christmas lights couldn't even charge up. It rained all day. Hard. The creek is out and under my bedroom again. Nothing like waterfront property. You just know the underpinnings of this place are rotting. I wanted to leave for PA tomorrow but honestly I wasn't well today (combination of sleeplessness, depression, GERD, arthritis and who knows what the fuck because I felt like I was half dead this morning). I didn't get much done but writing. But hey one
fandom_stocking done. A couple to go.
I have my edits done for the writing group, just need to type them in. I got some stuff into the SUV to travel, some more gifts wrapped and boxed. Tomorow I want to clean some things. It will still be a disaster here but it will be at least improved. I wish I could pack up more of the vehicle but I'm likely to be robbed so can't. I ordered the last few gifts then brother (who I've been asking for a Christmas list from since Sept) sends me two things. Mom was rolling her eyes so hard at that I could hear them over the phone.
I should have been reading the first Miss Fisher mystery so I can give it to mom for the holiday (yes I read them first, I'm bad) but instead I was reading some old fanfic, the Box of Crayon series I wrote in part with Chris G_D and I think either I made a weird mental leap or I'm missing one. That aside, I was shocked that I used something back then that I planned to use in the sequel to
Hyperion's Son because of course now that I'm back into this fandom, there will be one. I had Connor as having borderline personality disorder. I plan to explore that much further this time because it would explain a lot about him (and Faith for that matter).
I know I'm a bit odd. I actually loved the dynamics between Angel and Connor and loved the character. Don't get me wrong, I thought a good chunk of season 4 was stupid AF with plot holes you could do donuts inside of while driving an 18 wheeler but I liked the underlying relationship because it was damaged and interesting (and frankly I still believe some of the best acting David Boreanaz ever did was up against Vincent Kartheiser). I would LOVE to know what the original plan was for Connor because we all know it wasn't Jasmine. Now there's a Buffyverse novel I'd like to see (since we know they're writing more of them now). I would like to see the original plan for S4 done up as a what if universe or something. Seriously. I always thought Connor got knocked a bit too hard by fans (complicated by the fact that SO MANY of them told me to my face how awful he was but Andrew, the rapist and murderer was okay because he was 'funny' but this is not the time for me to go into that horrible misogynistic, rape culture character study).
So on to the fanfic meme
( meme )You've posted a fic anonymously. How would someone be able to guess that you'd written it?This one is hard! I don't know. Hell I've read my own fanfic with no clue it's mine (Because my memory these days is akin to Dorrie the fish. I blame the diabetes meds). Maybe because someone's eyes are always doing stuff or they're smiling like an idiot thru half of it? It has Connor in it? Seriously I have no clue how'd you'd guess it was mine. You tell me.
And since I was talking about Connor and I was too sick today to do much but sit here, I plucked several good Connor vids from youtube and I want to share them. I'll put the faves at the top.
( fan vids )